Why is there so much guilt in this confession? I have started supplementing Sage with formula for a bottle during the day. There is an insane amount of guilt with this. My job is to feed her with milk from me. I feel like I am failing at my job and let me tell you that it is not a pleasant feeling. However, I have to move beyond that. It isn't about me. It is about her and her lack of weight gain. She is gaining but only 1 pound in 2 months...I don't think that is enough. Now maybe that will be her norm. But until I know for sure that she is as she should be...I will continue to help her with whatever is needed...including formula. I also have a little satisfaction in knowing that she still prefers
breast milk if the faces she makes at me while eating the "nasty" stuff are any indication.

5.13.2009
p.s. I have been able to pump more lately and she has been getting breast milk than formula!
If you pump and then let her drink that from the bottle, she can't bite you!
ReplyDeleteJosi only gained half a pound in the last month, so I just upped her food intake. She was not eating near enough solid food a day. The doctor wanted her up to 12 ounces of food a day by 8 months, but at 7 she was only taking about 3 ounces a day!!! She is eating more now. Don't feel guilty. Ya gotta do what ya gotta do. Glad you are pumping more, though.
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